Why Are You Here?

Looking into the Future Through Japanese Language

Today is a very strange day. So strange that I start getting pent up, frustrated and wild thoughts start floating around my mind. I mean, how could a simple glance of One True Love's picture which is placed on my table ever since the start of time could cause my brain to conjure up images of her every now and then since morning till afternoon and most likely later in the night? How a person whom I will never ever possibly communicate with could again held such great influence over me? (Kindly Note: This is only a question pose to myself, not me shifting the blame to her and yes correct + confirm guarantee chop she didn't place any curse on me.) This is frankly speaking getting a little bit "Unhealthy" for any normal person with a dick. Opps...Pardon my language. I figured out during my limited amount of SANE moment that only the day when I conquered my greatest fear shall be the day I will be released free from the knot. And No No, I'm not going to tell anyone what is my greatest fear. I mean, where got people so stupid tell others their weak point to let others attack? You think I goondo ar? Nevertheless, I'm going to take another very small step by removing the picture away from my table.

My chest hurts. Not because of the heartbroken type of pain of course... (Got no girlfriend how to get heartbroken you tell me?) The area right below my heart had been throbbing with pain since the last 5 days. It all started when I struggled to wake up to fall in for breakfast. I had to regulate my breathing for a few minutes before I gathered enough strength to push myself out of the bed. My chest feels tight and I keep burping to relieve the tension. Sometimes it does feel like needles poking onto my chest. The Doctor said it's only a case of muscle strain but seriously muscle strain where got so long haven't recovered one? I think I should start taking better care for myself before I started inviting all of you to come and eat curry chicken. Nah Beh Chow Barney! TOUCHWOOD!!!

Something To Look Upon

posted by Immortali @ 4:25 pm