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Sleepless In Singapore

2 years ago on this date 21 July 2004, I have trouble sleeping because I am scared...sacred to enter into the service. Scared of what the next 2 years of my life will turn out to be. Scared of whether people around me will gradually disappear from my radar and leave me alone. I guessed this is what most of the guys will feel on the night before they serve their NS.

2 years later on this date 21 July 2006, I am once again in front of the same old computer unable to sleep. In fact, I have difficulty sleeping for the past few nights for reasons which I could not comprehended. I'm not very sure whether I am feeling sentimental about the whole army stuffs or am I just too excited about seeing my pink IC back again.

It is always the case which during those tough period you will always rant and bitch about your work, the unjust punishment or the screw up guy/commander and hope that you'll be able to leave behind everything at once and go away. However once the whole thing is over,you will feel nostaglic about those buddies who went thru those times with you. I am fortunate to be able to experience 2 batches during my time in TNB, mainly the batch from Ruide, Tokie, Xiaojian, Gary, Sara, Ah Chua, Jermaine...And the batch that came right after they almost ORD - Wenxing, Kelvin, Jeow, Lincoln, Yilun, Terence and many more.

I guessed I will miss them as well as the afternoon tea sessions where we always sit around at the canteen to talk cock.

Anyway, I hope to catch my CSM tomorrow in the camp. Then I will tried to make him scold me 1 last time before I tell him: "ORD LOH!" Hahaha

posted by Immortali @ 12:13 am