Why Are You Here?

We had a birthday dinner for our dear Siew Ying on a hot and humid Sunday evening at sunset way. The food was alright but what matter most is the company.

It's good to see everyone alive and well, and most of us generally seems fine. I think what Tan Ah Suan said make sense: the friendship between all of us are far too long (this year is gonna be the 7th year) for anyone of us to develop special feeling for each other.

However, thinking from another perspective, I felt that there is nothing wrong with this..and it's perfectly fine and well that we are all good friends who shared a lot of beautiful memories, laughters and tears, up and down, left and right for the last 6 as well as possibly many many years down the road.

Sometimes at the end of the day, even if disagreements arises, even if argument breaks out, even if we don't often act our age, old friends are still simply the best friends.

That's aside. Human are also irrational.

There are so much to worry about before exam..whether you have revise enough, whether the paper is easy, difficult and the pressure to excel and score to correlate with the effort you put in.

Now exam is over. There are issues to be ponder upon. Where can I find a part time job that is flexible for my schedule this vacation. I need to earn money to boost my income.With a part time job, I can also not stay at home so often and escape from my mother continuous and consistent nagging. She had her own method of doing things and I had mine so it's better not to stay at home too often.

The HK travel plan hit a snag with the unexpected withdrawal of a partner. Should I go or not go. If I go, I must find a job that can partly subsidies the trip.If I don't go, that might possibly mean no overseas trip during this vacation.

Money, Vacation, Special Sem, FOC, Nagging.

Before exam stress. After exam stress. Haiz.

Humans are not rational at all.

posted by Immortali @ 1:21 am