Why Are You Here?

After 10 months of effort,

CAC FOC camp is over.

Yet another year, another camp, another year older, another empty harvest...Hahaha

And now I'm feeling quite empty in a sense.

I guessed it's always the case when you put in much effort to accomplish a task and you will end up feeling 'lost' once the task is completed. e.g the feeling you get after your last paper. Suddenly after 1 month of revision, you suddenly don't know what to do or where to go next.

This is the feeling I got during last night while starring in front of the computer.
Part of me is relieved FOC is over, while another part of me ached for it, as if you've never really want it to leave in the first place.

I think it's not up to us to decide whether this year FOC will be deemed as a successful one, after all the verdict lie with the freshies but we did put in our best effort and along the journey to our final destination we ran and bashed through many hurdles, tempers got frayed in the process,got tripped along the way, got up, and then tripped over again.

However, it's such a pity that we didn't bond with each other as much as we can and would like to and it's my sentiment exactly that we can always strive for better because this main comm is full of talent, especially for many of the unsung heros who stood out during the camp for their sacrifices and lack of sleep.

I saluted and respect them indeed.

It's strange but I do feel my age during the FOC camp. After all, it's my 3rd FOC experiences if I include my time as a freshie. Halfway through the camp, I attended CH and YH convocation and was so proud to see them donning the convo gown. For once I thought both of them looked really handsome that day. Yesh only for that day Haha.And I thought of the long 1.5 years ahead before it's my turn to put on the gown.

Yet another year and I must truly admit as I gets older I do get really more sentimental and appreciate each and every of my frens even more.

Because they are worth it.

posted by Immortali @ 5:32 pm