Million Dollar Baby
Just watch the Million Dollar Baby yesterday. It was a good show but the ending was a little bit draggy and the actor Clint Eastwood spoke with a deep accent which I couldn’t really understand well. The show was exciting yet thought-provoking. Sometimes when the illness was causing you so much angst, pain and you know you have zero chances of recovery perhaps; death might be the best way out. But what if the euthanasia were to be performed by the person who watches you grow along the way, who was always there for you, who will always love you? It was a tough decision to make but the actor made it. I did not watch the other Oscar nominated movie but nevertheless I must say Million Dollar Baby is a good movie. Sometimes in life where you known just 1 person who supports you through thick and skin, who love you unconditionally, who is able to guide you well, let you be independent, make your own decision and learn from your own mistakes yet will not critisized, who is always there when you need him/her. It may be your family, your bf/gf, your friends or anyone. And if you managed to find that 1 single person, I say Well Done Congrats! You have already lived your life worthwhile. I did not manage to find mine yet but I hope someday I’ll be able to do that and meet him/her in future. (I got these thoughts while watching the movie)
I know I am in no position to argue or complained much because I am already considered fairly fortunate in my present life compared to many others. Now I just need to have a mindset to be contend with what I have..but somehow I still cannot achieve that feat. Blame me for being greedy! But who don’t wish to have more? Haha that’s why sometimes I have mood swing, sometimes why I kept quiet and refuse to talk, sometimes when I wallowed in self-pity a little bit. I can’t say I am physically strong but I do know my mental strength definitely needs toughening up to face harsh truth. When I have panic attack; when my heart told me to go out, abandon all worries and seek news about her, my practical mind told me not to. Though i still commit wrong moves every now and then, at least I can look back and managed to have a good laugh at myself. Now that is improvement and that is toughening up of mind for me (yesh I know I am very thick-skinned but too bad I am a Leo and that is my ben-xing(characteristics) no offence la :P Haha
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