My Last Book-In Trip
On my last book in, as usual I took a train from Choa Chu Kang to Tanah Merah. As I attended a function during the afternoon, I was generally feeling shagged and super sianz about the fact I am going to book in. To pass time, I listened to my mp3 player and read a book by Goh Sin Tub. But as the train travelled to around city hall area, my eyes were dropping and my mp3 was playing “An Jing” by Jay Chou只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天 睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的..
我想你已表现的非常明白 我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
At this point of time, I KO. Somehow I don’t know what happen but an image very familiar appeared right in front of me. Across the seat where I am facing seated the person whom I was trying to let go! As usual she looked very petite and pretty, just like an ice-queen whose icy stare can froze and kills a person. (Just kidding.. she wasn’t that powerful). Of course I was damn surprised and stunned to see her so I shook myself really hard. At this point of time some of you might be wondering whether it is really her. The answer is No. (So anti-climax) It is actually my mind playing a trick on me. I guessed I had a dream while I was asleep. Somehow I felt this experience is actually quite scary, not a good feeling as I would have expected.
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开 为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他 不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
and so the song continued to play..while I continued my ride to book into camp.
OK i admitted at this point I said in my previous blog I need to let go YET right now I am wondering where is She? Haha yes as all of you can see, I am contradicting myself. Perhaps the situation has reversed. Instead of me "disppearing" from her life, it seems she has "disappeared" from my life without any hints and traces.I have an overwhelming desire to know what is she doing right now and no matter what, I do hope she is well.
posted by Immortali @ 7:37 pm
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