Why Are You Here?

Lost~

I suddenly realised:

I am an introvert.

I am slowly withdrawing into my shell not because I want but because I am spending all my times on studies. Even though I know it is unhealthly, I am giving myself 1 semester to try to see whether am I cut out to take EEE course. That's the least I can do to prove I put in my very best effort to try.

Strange as it may sound, I tend to keep repeating the same mistakes: I still follow the crowd even though I know I have no interest in engineering during my final year @ Polytechnic.

2 wrong moves doesn't make 1 right. It is not the end of the world, but it also mean a part of my youth is wasted trying to follow the "tried and proven" path.

I know studying is not easy, and for all I know, majority of us are just trying very hard to achieve that piece of degree cert. Even though my common sense told me not to follow the crowd and lead such rat race kinda life", I lacked the guts to execute my thoughts because I do not have clear direction on which path to take.

Never have I feel so lost on which path to take at the crossroad of path at 22 years old.

Wish me luck will you?

posted by Immortali @ 3:29 pm