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Oh gosh...for the first time since school reopen, I have not touch any books for the entire day and I must say I find the feeling a little bit...WEIRD. Yes, the word over here is weird; not "exalitrating". ( I spell the word wrongly but I'm too lazy to check the dictionary)
Spending an afternoon lazing around, playing games or going out to town for a walk seems like a long distance memory and I couldn't resist all these in exchange for an afternoon nap yesterday indeed.
School is a struggle..as usual. Afterall who doesn't struggle in engineering unless you are some kinda of wizard blessed with smart thinking caps. At times, I have the idea of breaking myself out from the norm away from studying and particpated in CCA or other stuffs etc but coudn't find myself to do so for it would mean less time available to catch up with the lecturers. Of course, I understand this is still my 1st sem therefore I will need to put in extra 200% effort to make up for everything.
I hoped situation will change for the better next year.
The worst nightmare for me would be the look of bewilderment when people asked me what I did during my undergraduate days ( that is if I managed to get the degree) and my answer for them would be:" nothing but mugging " That would be a really damn pathetic answer and I swore not to follow this path.
I guess : "tomorrow, the next month, the next year will always be better" keke
posted by Immortali @ 2:02 pm
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