Why Are You Here?

As everyone gets older, it seems that responsiblities also get heavier..you have to worry about this, worry about that, think about this, think about that and at times I really do like to make up my mind on the spot but hesitate again because I'm not really sure whether am I making the right choice..no Iam not refering to my withdrawing issues but to life in general.

Hence I seek my solace and comfort in reading. I just came upon this book featuring our former late president Mr Wee Kim Wee and I learnt a couple of lessons in it. However, at this point of time I'm typing this, my mind is in a blank and I am wondering what the hell am I doing this when I could be sleeping so I can wake up earlier "today" morning to study...here i am getting all depressed again...

Everyone around me is stressed that the exam is around the corner. I'm not really quite sure whether i can handle the stress yet again. I am secretly having a fear of having a mental breakdown during the exam period but you know the book inside have this phrase:" let it be.. "
and all thru my life I know I am not exactly that smart anyway and I have been accomplishing minor stuffs putting in double the effort of others so I really wish to convince myself it's really OK this time if I tried my best yet fail my modules.

I think the taste of failure a really a damn bitter pill to be swallow in december.

I'm tired..I hope I don't wake up again at 8am today morning because I don't get back to sleep easily after I woke up. My mind will be in a overun whenever it become active.

Take care dude..live a day at a time

posted by Immortali @ 2:08 am