Tuesday, December 05, 2006

"Once your self-confidence and conscious are lost, you yourself will be gone too...

For whether you suceed or fail, don't let your conscious down

As for the rest, leave it to Destiny."

A meaningful phrase indeed for I can testifed myself for the first statement. At the point of my lowest confidence after I left NS, I remembered myself as a zombie, fearing daylight everyday, constantly depressed, constantly tired and struggling to live day by day.

Suddenly...to be able to stop and take a break doesn't seem so important anymore because I have taken a very long break ever since the exam end last Monday. To be able to experience a new environment seems a little uncertain because there is no guarantee I'll be able to adapt to it as well.

Suddenly, my world & future is uncertain because I don't not being in control of my future. Risks are all around but I don't know how much I have to take to move to another level to improve myself and make me a better person. Stress, stress stress.I need a guiding light!

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