Why Are You Here?

And so after an entire week of mugging starting from last friday to this friday, I have manage to clear 2 papers...yes that's right. Clear but don't know can pass. The first paper was a killer because whatever we practise using the 10 year series didn't came out and instead well I don't know how to describe because the format changed this year. It might also be due to the reason that it was my first paper and I got a stage fright..my mind went blank and all I remembered was to complete the paper and get the fuck out of the exam hall. Thinking back, it was such a pity because due to my negligence I forgot to add 1 important alphabet inside the formulae and I couldn't complete the last qns...WTF!!!

So today while I was having the math paper, I had a mental block again but luckily it occurred during the bus ride to school and I told myself to remain clam because I have seen the situation before and this time I got prepared. I ditched my ink based pen in exchange for a ball point 1 because they are less messy and I took my time to complete the qns. Never mind if I couldn't finish the paper but I didn't rush and took the paper rather calmly and sad to say, good to know, I think I did alrite for today paper.

AE is next on monday and I think I gonna give that a miss because I didnt study for the paper at all. So while all the people in the world who is studying EEE Yr 2 is preparing for AE this weekend, I guess I be preparing for physics, data and signals instead. Another 10 days of mugging and everything will be thru. But thru to a what extent? Haha

btw, today while waiting to enter the exam hall, I chanced upon a poster that describe the sympthom of depression. It says if you have more than 5 of the stated behaviors then chances are you are likely to be suffering from the illness. I looked and screened thru and amigo I did have more than 5 of the sympthoms..but luckily that was 2 months ago and count my lucky star I managed to clear my thoughts and think it thru b4 sinking deeper.

Who would have understand that EEE is such a scary place lol..

posted by Immortali @ 12:18 am