Today when I received the email stating my application for switching of course from EEE to Business is unsuccessful...the 3 words: "It's Over" came into my mind.
and so my mind went into an overdrive. I immediately start activating my backup plans..looking thru relevant courses, refining my job resume and sending it out for 6 months employment while the market is still hot..etc etc
until my sis remarked perhaps I might just give myself 1 last chance to go find the undergrad manager to ask who what when where how can I give myself a chance to continue my studies in NTU esp in business faculty. I'm not sad at leaving my course. I'm just sad that I have to leave my friends..old and new behind after promising them so much. I am also worried leaving my safety net behind. Afterall, if I reapply again I'll be competing with the dragon babies and I don't know how much chances I got to return back to the insituition.
Well, I can't have the cake and eat it too. I have already figure the only time I'm truly happy is the day I make peace with myself first.
posted by Immortali @ 12:19 am
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