Last week, my future is still a little unknown. I did not receive any news regarding my SMU appplication ever since the interview was conducted on the 28th april. During this week Monday as mentioned in my previous post, I have to face the NTU interview panel to give a "good" reason why they should accept me.
On Wednesday, I received a email from NTU admission stating I got accepted to study @ NTU Biz, which is a little surprising because the efficiency was so damn good which I don't remember I have ever received before during my time in NTU.
On Friday, I checked my application for SMU and was notified I am also accepted for SMU business.
If given a choice 3 years back ago and this 2 offers come along, I would have select SMU without any hesitiation.
But 3 years later at the age of 23, choosing the SMU option don't seem to be a very wise choice for it's a 4 years programme and by the time I come out I'll 27 years old.
I am sad when I am reminded of my age as it mean I'm getting older and another step of getting nearer to the pain and suffering of old age.Haiz...
Sometimes in the middle of the night before I sleep,I will think of what have I achieve for the day and it often fall short of my expectation. I will feel a tinge of emptiness and wonder what can I do more to make better use of my time. Sometimes I just hope to talk to someone, anyone about anything ( manning the phone line at Starhub call center is not counted!) to end the day on a complete note, but I always feel regretful the day will be gone the moment I closed my eyes and Zzz away.
I guessed it's time to look for a suitable partner..not those short term "ai mai ai mai" types but those of long term plan, someone that share the same ideal (very difficult nowadays) someone that can relate to. But till then, I know it myself that my 'door' is sealed and until someone that is so breathtaking and powerful enough to unseal the door, I'll be focusing 100% on my studies first and career after that for the next 5 years ahead.
Dear god, please send "Sister Encarnacion" to unlock my door pls...Haha
posted by Immortali @ 12:42 am
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