And I think I didnt do well for it.
If I'm lucky I might just pass.
But the quiz carry 15 percentage.
I think I know where the problems lies.
Looking to improve on it and change my study method.
Regarding the quiz, I've been thinking about what should I specialize in my 2nd year. Currently everyone is talking about banking and finance as the 'IN' job to get into but as competition gets tougher and remembered 4-5 years ago where IT was then the 'IN' job for everyone but where it is languishing now, I'm not that sure anymore. A more logical choice would be tourism and management as the timing of graduation will coincide with the rise of the next wave but the interest in that sector is still not there yet and so I have 3/4 of a year to think it thru and decide again.
Things ain't as smooth-sailing recently as I liked. A lot of bumps, unwanted attentions and sometimes it make me frustrated. Work are always never ending..which is a norm that I grew to accept but it kinda of make me upset when I can't even find enough time to read newspaper on a Sat weekend! I don't like it when there are eyes looking at me from behind. I don't like it when people tried to supervise more than they should. It's not easy to be do your own stuffs when you have a super-dominating mum at home. Grrrrr....All in all, I'm not happy, but I'm not that sad either. I'm restless, I'm frustrated but I'm OK.
Sometimes I think of myself a little bit lazy. Sometimes I need a little bit of push to get things going, as evident during project when my frens always seem more enthu than me to complete the project asap and it kinda of rub of me to complete asap as well. Sometimes when I ran long distance with my frens, I don't like to lead but I follow instead even thou I can last the distance because I will slow down if there is no 'target' for me to reach. After thinking it thru, it also point out big time to me that I'm not one of those who is a sucker for details..right down to every min of it but rather those types where as long as things get done I'm fine with anything. It also point out maybe I'm not cut out to be a boss because I don't really strive for perfection or above than average benchmark but of coz, this logic don't apply for result wise because I simply hate losing.
But sometimes, you have to give enough room in your heart to accept that the world is not perfect and and it don't revolve around you alone.
Since recess week is here, I'll be looking to meet up with fren who have been real busy with their school..he should know who am I talking about..with frens who are working...I look forward to seeing them because after recess week serious revision will start with fast and furious and it'll be December in a blink of an eye.
Watch this movie recently. It's funny and it touches on gays, their rights and stuffs like that. All in all, it's not up to individual or groups to judge others according to what's their belief because there is always GOD and it always fall back to the basics: MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS but HELP those in needy and voila! the world will be a more peaceful place to live in.
I 'heart' peace and quiet. That's why I always like nature... esp the sound of the ocean. I long for BRONTE BEACH again!
posted by Immortali @ 1:39 am
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