Why Are You Here?

Today Is The 2nd Day Of March

March finally came and it rained like nobody business, as the weather forecaster has promised at Changi Naval Base. Not that I am complaining though the bunk is still as hot as sauna in the night. And damn when I hung my clothes up on the roof for the sun to dry, only to see the sky opening up to “wash” my clothes thoroughly again. What the Fcuk!

Today Mr. Polar Bear made us run our PT run in the drizzling rain to show our “garangness” even though it is CAT 2 Status. Not that I am complaining about anything, in fact I’m pretty glad we completed the run even though initially we grumbled and complained about it when we heard his announcement the PT run will continued despite of the rain. Till now, I am very proud and honoured to say that I am part of the SSC 5 platoon who is able to run in step, sing out loud and meet the high standards set by Mr Polar Bear and our platoon sergeant. How I wish I can served out the remaining of my NS liability as a trainee..because I know once I began to turn operational, all those PT run, sport and games and crazy stuffs we do will ceased and I will definitely missed the times when I feel damn shagged and yet I could still managed to forced out a grin at my instructors to tell them “I’m OK thank you for your guidance”

1 thing while serving NS I have noticed is that my memory level has decreased..so much so I totally forgot about my knee specialist appointment at Alexandra Hospital till I flipped open my appointment card and to my horror, the date has passed. Now I am seriously considering whether to book another appointment, since my knee condition has improved considerably. We see how it goes.

I made mistakes in the past and sometimes I hated and blamed myself for being a bad guy. Till now I can’t really forgive myself. Sound like I’m a cold blood murderer hor? Haha but 1 thing I liked to prevent is to make another mistakes to replace the things I lost and luckily I managed to wake up my ideas.

And somehow I know I lost in the battle to “kick” her out of my life again and the feeling suxs. :P

posted by Immortali @ 10:47 pm