Sunday, March 06, 2005

Weekend Feeling

Wanting to love but trying so hard not to. Having to hold back my feelings for someone. That's one of the worst feelings in the world,

And I don't like feeling like this. I don't.

It sux. It's emotionally draining as you think day and night about that person when your mind idles..

Wanting to stop loving but the more you curb, the bigger the waves come to overwhelm the existence.

You'll still have to bear those feelings irregardless of the number of people who identify with you.

For those who keep thinking I am wallowing in self-pity, feeling miserable on weekends because I cant find anyone to play pool, can’t find anyone to go out and watch movie, can’t find anyone to have late night supper, can’t find anyone to really talk to.. I say “Fcuk You” :-p Haha.

Life is currently manageable because never before I feel so at ease in the current course as a trainee. The only minor blip is mentioned above; to hold back feeling, to remember certain someone on the weekends( because weekdays is too busy, and so you only find me typing this shit on weekends *winkz*) But for whatever the reason, life still have to go on.

“what doesn't kill you... leaves you no choice but to live"

ps: going to be a damn busy week ahead due to live firing exercise and outfield training. Sincerely hope it will not rain that much or else the whole lot of us suffer. How I miss outfield! Haha



posted by Immortali @ 5:07 pm

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