Why Are You Here?

Angry. Crazy. Depressed

This week 2 guys from my section ORD. And it brought about a frenzy of activities about planning leaves, off or extraction of wisdom tooth for the next batch that is going to ORD in March. By doing so, it also brought about a chain of cycle that prompts those who are going to ORD in June to join in the craze.

Suddenly, ORD this word is EVERYWHERE.

And I felt very restricted and stressed out as I looked out across the glass panel from my working area inside the pass office while on a hot Tuesday afternoon. I looked at the surrounding outside and had an urge to knock my head and pump my fist against the glass because I couldn’t breathe and the 4 walls around are suffocating me.

A bird in the cage yearning for his freedom!

I would shudder and wish to grab my hand around my head whenever the images of Tok Cock Hui with his stupid grin start floating in my mind because he really wear me out with the stupid ideology of his. He may be a good friend but he is a really bad colleague.

I need calm. I need peace. And I wish July will come real soon.

p/s: better don’t let me see anyone wearing Christmas hat walking around. I hate Christmas 2005! Dammit.

posted by Immortali @ 9:10 pm