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Been plagued by poor health lately. It seems a never ending of flu, sore throat, feverish feeling, tiredness just kept repeating and occurring till I forgot when is the last time I am 100% fit and healthy. And mind you, I did drink plenty of water and sleep whenever there is an opportunity.

I think I am gradually wasting myself away...

posted by Immortali @ 10:53 am 0 comments

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Happy New Year Everyone.

Wishing all of my dearest friends and buddies good health, prosperity as well as a smooth-sailing year ahead. Remember to gather more ang pows so that we can gamble as soon as we gather. ( Black Jack,Dai Dee,card games CAN...Mahjong NO NO because I don't really know how to play).

Anyway, I always end up losing in the end so yup, mine is easy money for you all to pick on.

Will be heading back to camp together with the pair of twin lion above to seek revenge and gobble up my CSM...

Hope they will find him tasty and crunchy like the fried grasshopper found in Thailand though. GRRRR!!!

posted by Immortali @ 10:26 am 0 comments

Went for GMPG live fire @temple hill yesterday. Saw quite a number of people from the past. Kind of frustrated with the MG I fired. Not much power at all unlike the one of my left. I can actually feel the shock wave filtering thru the space between me and the firer. That one is power!

Somehow, I think this is the worst New Year I’m going to spend.

A dangling ankle, a persistent dry cough, a block nose, a sore throat and that does not even sum up everything yet.

Been so fucking busy today from 7-1130am today that I did not even have time to brush my teeth, wash my face or even eat my damn fucking breakfast.

Damn fucking CSM. Scold Scold Scold. New Year Eve kept scolding and scolding. Fuck him and his Deepavali see he happy anot la.

Today just came out. Tomorrow we’ll be going back again.

Haiz…tell me..Where is the Love?

posted by Immortali @ 1:57 pm 0 comments

So Much For My Happy Ending

For those who know me well, I am quite a competitive person. Sometimes in the aim of achieving better results, I tend to forget to take care of myself.

And so in the case of yesterday basketball game, in the process of snatching the ball away from the opposing player, I sprained my left ankle.
Although I have sprained my ankle before a couple of time, I think the ankle sprain this time is quite serious because I heard 3 cracking sound while I felled down.

I immediately made my way down to the neighborhood clinic (the one with the pretty female assistant) to let the doctor diagnose whether it is a fractured ankle and he suggested I proceed over to A & E department immediately for an X –Ray.

Waited 3 hours in the A & E department at NUH. Entertained by the doctor for 5 mins. KNNCCB.

X-Ray revealed no broken bones. Thank god or else I would have to wear a cast. But what I actually feared for a broken ligaments and such because of the cracking sound I heard.

Will have to go back to NUH along in a fortnight for further diagnosis by specialists to gauge the full extent of damage.

Along the way, I guessed I will probably miss the GMPG live firing this Friday. Cannot walk. Can limp but quite badly how to shoot?

Somehow I have a sneaky suspicion it is TOKIE who is the guilty party over here by cursing me behind my back.

Now good la. Cannot walk = cannot do duty. Never mind let you suffer and die by yourself.

posted by Immortali @ 2:56 pm 0 comments

Sunday Morning

I had always love Sunday ever since god know when because Sunday is the only time to be able to get up late and laze around the whole day before dreading in anticipation about the approaching of much hated Monday.

Sunday morning should be spend enjoying a cup of hot coffee brewed by mom, sitting on the big comfortable chair reading “THE SUNDAY TIMES” articles by articles, words by words, chewing soon to be expired white bread with ham and butter wrapped in between. The whole process might take up to 2 hours but nevertheless still deeply comforting to know there is nothing to keep you occupied or to be rush upon.

It was also once upon a time when Sunday night also mean book-in night…back to SAF ferry terminal to board the ferry back to Tekong for another week of harsh training, taking the dreaded long journey ride from West to East on the MRT to Changi Naval Base where lots of “Sai Kang” (fatigue work as what they also prefer to say) awaits for completion and such but those activities were such long time ago and they have ceased to exist anymore in my case so yup, that was the nightmare I had always hated in the past.

Fast forward till now, after 1 and half year in SAF, I still don’t know whether being posted to my vocation is a blessing or a curse but I still firmly believe all my superiors who are in regular service are either condemn by SAF or simply fuck up. Hehe. Life’s like that. You win some, you lose some..I guessed.

To side track a little, I discovered with my eyes wide open Orchard is not as bad as I thought. There is still a whole load of pretty babes in Singapore, as what my platoon mates, poly buddies and me have witnessed. Good to Go!

Cynthia is really really very very lucky/unlucky to have known a bunch of guys who treat her like one of their own.

I think I have ears as large as Jumbo and their position seem a little too low for my liking. On the other hand, large ears also mean I’m resourceful to know first hand details and “siam” my way out of trouble. Agree/Disagree?

Friendster really did a very good job in shrinking the world as well as the whole of Singapore to a dot because if you noticed, they have this “Make New Friends” column on the right hand side of the screen, encouraging you to click on the user profile.

So to my utter surprise, Friendster actually introduced ex. one true love boyfriend profile. What the Fuck! Haha.

Though the mountain is divide and the ocean are wide are wide, it’s a small world after all…

posted by Immortali @ 3:30 pm 0 comments

One question from SSC5….

This is the third time I’m asking one question from SSC5

Most probably if no one asks a question to him, the whole lot is going to get it.

Sir, this is 3rd Sergeant Chia Kian Yin from Platoon 1.

NO! Your name is not Chia Kian Yin. Your name is Alex. I remembered You.

Behind a backdrop of laughter.

Yes Sir. My name is Alex. Regarding the question I’m going to ask….

We did not cross each other path after last year July which was during the time I went back to Changi for my courses. How did he manage to remember me after all these while?

Btw, he is LTC Kuet… Tokie favourite Great Grandfather which is also our TDS GodFather.

posted by Immortali @ 11:13 am 1 comments

Donate Blood Lei

I passed my LOA today.

I think anyone who took the test will be able to pass it as long as the vehicle and passengers are able to come back in one piece.

Now I can drive the LPV lol. Hear that Tokie?

Next time if there is any QRF you can go run yourself. I give you headstart before driving over to your location to help you. Hehe.

Read this:

Singapore's blood banks are drying up, sparking an urgent appeal for donations. Blood stocks have fallen so low that elective surgeries are being postponed. The prolonged rain and festive celebrations have resulted in fewer blood donors coming forward in the past few weeks. The Singapore Red Cross, together with the Bloodbank at Health Sciences Authority (HSA), are now making an urgent appeal for blood donors to come forward to ensure there is enough blood supplies for transfusion needs. Any healthy individuals, aged between 18 and 60 and weighing above 45 kilogrammes, can head down to the bloodbank at HSA, located at 11 Outram Road, to make a blood donation.

Who is free this coming Friday afternoon? Come down to Outram with me to donate blood la. Don't worry. Not painful one. Treat it as doing a good deed.

Remember... 一日一善，消灾解难!

posted by Immortali @ 9:44 pm 0 comments

Tomorrow I shall be taking my LOA (Letter of Authorisation) test at Kaki Bukit Driving test. It is actually similar to the traffic police test except in my case, this test is for those who wish to drive class 3 military vehicles.

I think the last time I drove a vehicle was in July. And therefore, today I grasped the opportunity available to me to drive a 1.6L vehicle without power steering. KNN. I had to use brute strength just to do a 3 point turn because the steering wheel was so fcuking HARD. But that is gonna be the vehicle I shall be driving for the test tomorrow so yup.

Frankly speaking, I do not have much confidence passing the test because Kaki Bukit is infamous for the enormous amount of heavy vehicles traveling on the road. Kaki Bukit is very near to an industrial park btw.

Whatever the case, heck care la. No one is going to blame/reward me if I pass/fail the test anyway.

I want to drive a car everyday because I like the FREEDOM of directing my own individual journey wherever I want.

I want to drive a car to go late night supper with my bestest group of friends.

But KNN, how come my family don’t have car for me to drive. Grgggg. Angry Mode.

posted by Immortali @ 9:32 pm 0 comments

Innocent Steps

posted by Immortali @ 7:15 pm 0 comments

Lara

I liked this song. Esp the part when Lara open her vocal chord and sing her opening act. Somehow, this song should be the next in line to Wu Ding perhaps.

珊瑚海 : 周杰伦/Lara

男：爱拼命云端开始阴霾 悲伤要怎麼平静重来
花的狠笑是种假的 淹没千千的无奈
女：你用唇语说你要离开　男：情不在
合：他难过无声的留下来 汹涌潮水
一定明白 可是让人湿泪喊
男：转身离开 认真说不出来
女：你有话说不出来
合：海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
男：我们的爱 争议一直存在
女：给的爱 争议一直存在 回不来
男：永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女：等待经历几次伤害
合：转身离开 分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
男：当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女：你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该
男：热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
女：你的笑容勉强不来　合：爱深埋珊瑚海
男：毁坏的沙雕如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎麼重改
只是一切 结束太快 你说你 无法释怀
女：悲歌里隐藏什麼期待　男：等花儿开
合：我们也已经无心再猜
女：脸上海风　男：脸上海风
女：咸咸的爱　男：咸咸的爱
合：嚐不出还有未来

posted by Immortali @ 12:12 pm 0 comments

Regrets

I do really like to buy a ticket to Sun Yanzi Live In Singapore concert without a care in the world because I believe I will be enjoy myself tremendously listening to her belting out her famous song one after another.

But I cannot because it will burn a hole in my pocket and blow my budget for the entire month.

Somehow, I kept having regrets about missing her concert because I do not wish to leave it too late to the point when she gets older and lose her special appeal to the masses or to me.

Desire vs. Practicality

It’s a tough choice. Life is a struggle. Especially if you are a poor kid.

Even $30 seems like peanuts nowadays because it can only last for 2 days. And I have to bear in mind I’ve been spending majority of my saving on FOOD alone.

A lot of things have lost its appeal for me. And it seems like my life is as dull and grey like the weather nowadays. And the problem with this is: I have no intention on my part at all to change a single bit of it.

posted by Immortali @ 10:49 pm 0 comments

Don't Want Grow Up

For those who had watched the Ren Ci charity show and donated money to the event, I saluted you for your generosity. In fact, I sincerely hope I could have donated more instead of just a small miserly 5 bucks but then again I don’t have much money to spare for myself either. As what the artists kept on stressing, it is all about volunteerism to raise fund for the needy and helpless. They are not manipulated or force against their wishes to perform those awesome acrobatics which I think it certainty required lot of time and effort to carry it off.

At the end of the day, it should not be the patients to carry the burden of the mistake of 1 person (You know who I am referring to don’t you?)

The fact is, I’ve been donating to the NKF ever since during my time in polytechnic. Every month without fail, $3 from my account will be deducted to go towards NKF effort to help the patients. Of course I am disappointed to learn that only $0.10 out of a dollar will actually goes towards the needy but that was the past. Despite my mother advice to terminate the donation immediately, I said $3 per month is only equivalent to a single meal a day and if I could just settled a single meal with instant noodle for that particular day, I see no reason why I couldn’t afford the monthly donation. After all, the needy are going to need the fund not for a short period of time but his/her entire life.

Therefore, based on my own individual theory above, I lead by example haha and called the hotline while watching the show in the recreation room together with the new bird. And beside, S.H.E charm is just too irresistible although their dresses are just plain ugly. Their synchronization of their harmonious voice is still the best in the business though. Even if I got teased constantly by the new birds every time S.H.E appeared on the show (KNN), nevertheless I kept urging them to make at least 1 call to support the event. And indeed I got a little surprised when one of them actually took out his phone and donated $15. The power of motivation and a little bit of psychology. Hehe. I think I can make a good motivator lol.

Having said these much, my message across to all is, please don’t go on a witch hunt and condemn all charity organization entirely. Beside, if you have the ability to make a difference to someone life whether be it money or effort, please continue to do so. Thank You.

P/s: I had initially thought of including in this post what we had done to Tok Cock Hui during the night but it's too long. I included that in the next post perhaps.

posted by Immortali @ 11:24 pm 0 comments

My Apology

My apology to you if you have been visiting this page but been seeing the same old post recently.

Life has been very peace sailing/monotonous/boring recently so in fact there is nothing much to post about. Beside, I have no wish to turn this blog into a personal whining page similar like last year 2005 and so yup, I foresee there will still been less details being post up till further notice. (But I guess it will be soon lah)

Have not been able to shop for any New Year clothes because of time constraint. Beside, my platoon will be mounting duty from Day 1 ( Chu Yi ) to Day 2 (Chu Er) afternoon so half of the new year is actually gone by then. That’s what SAF can do to your life. But then again, I presume yearly events of gambling, Lao Yu Seng and house visiting will still be able to carry out with closest friends come weekend.

Went out yesterday amid the current constant rainy weather with Jy, Cyn, Darren. Though the group was small, nevertheless was fun. Stick to the principle “人少少所以要 try新的东西’ we went East Coast food centre to savor their famous Wan Ton Mee, Satay, Sting Ray before adjoining to the jetty to listen to the roars of the plane overhead heading towards Changi Airport. The night end with a visit to the sex car park where we attempt to catch couples in action but which in the end we failed miserably.

So that’s the update for the regular viewers. Take care dudes.

Day of Defeat – 17 Jan 2006, Watch out for this day.

posted by Immortali @ 1:01 pm 1 comments

Heck Care...

If 2005 is a year of fighting for my own right, fulfilling others expectation, craving a niche among the faceless crowd, a leap of faith to handle greater responsibility, I guessed 2006 for me will be walking a step slower; taking a breather, and assigning responsibility to others more deserving.

And so during my previous post I did actually had the original intention to train a well disciplined and professional batch of new sea soldiers but that was back then in 2005.

Enlightenment came to me during 2006 that I will be just as happy to let others take responsibilities for the well being of current batch of sea soldier attached to us for their on-job-training.

Today, I am very bad to teach some of the newcomers the by left-thing procedures instead of the by-right. Hehe. But I see no reason to change the platoon working style when everything is running quite smoothly just to accommodate them.

It’s kind of surprising how belief can change overnight, don’t they?

posted by Immortali @ 9:34 pm 0 comments

I liked this poster very much but it cost $40. Out of my budget though....(any lobang outside there anyone?)

I believe it will certainty command a superb stunning effect if it is hang upon the wall of my room.

That's If. That's the disadvantage once you go window shopping. See, like but cannot possess. Heart wrenching to the core.

posted by Immortali @ 9:25 pm 0 comments